このライフ

最近は気分が悪くなって来た。

もう何も出来ないみたいの気分になって来た。

いつも相手の気持ちに気付け過ぎて、
自分が自分のやりたい事が出来ないようになっちゃう。

例えば、
三月に日本のお友達の卒業式を見に行きたかったけど、やっぱり見に行けないよね。


なぜかと言うと、
先週はクリスマスだった。
母は貧者でクリスマスの為にお金がなかった。
私が日本へ行くの為に１０万円くらいを貯めた。
母は私にお願いして母からもらうプレゼントをすべて買ってあげた。
４万円くらい使っちゃった。
今航空券を買えないとドンドン高くなっちゃう。

だから、もう行けないようになった。
残念だよね。

何回泣いても、行かない。
もう二度と皆に会えない。
いつか日本へ戻られるかどうか分からない。
ここからもう一回出られるか分からない。




金曜日は大晦日だ。
お兄さんの彼女と私のお友達がパーティーをやる。
私は最近お友達と全然会ってない。
毎日は仕事だから。

１月１日も仕事がある。
朝の８時に仕事が始まるから、早く帰れないと行けないみたいなんので
お兄さんが「ステイシーはもう行かない」と言われた。
なんか、不平等じゃない？
お兄さんが私に何もやってくりたくない。
わがままじゃない？

１日に仕事へ行かないと
家賃を支払えない。
石油を買えない。
食べ物も買えない。

仕事へ行く事が必要。

それが分かっているけど。
もう一回楽しい事をやりたかったけど。



もういい。
大晦日は一人で。



アメリカでそう言う生活をやるんだ。
なんか、いやだな。




去年に戻ればいいよね。
でも、無理だわ。

Sweet Things Giveaway!!!

Hello everyone!
This is a quick blog to announce my first ever giveaway!!!

I just want to say THANK YOU to all of my readers and followers. Every single one of you are very special to me, and all of your nice emails and comments make keeping this blog so worthwhile!


So, to show a little love for the now over 60 followers I have, I'm having my first giveaway!

 The only rule to enter is that you must be a follower of my blog, through Google Friend Connect, Bloglovin', RSS Feeds, stalking the link to my blog, whatever!

HOW TO ENTER:

+1 entry - comment with your name, email, and how you follow my blog (I'm really curious!)

and, of course, for extra entries....
+2 entries - write a blog linking back to this entry. Please feel free to include the image above advertising this giveaway as well! Comment with the link to your post.
+1 entry - mention this blog post on twitter! please use "@stacywahh" and comment back with the link.(feel free to retweet my original tweet mentioning this post) Comment with the link to your tweet.
+1 entry - if you post this giveaway on tumblr! Again, fee free to use the image above) I don't use tumblr, so please make it so I can see it! Comment with the link to your post.

So, you can have a total of five entries to this giveaway!

the deadline is January 31st at 11:00PM EST.


Here are some of the prizes!

The prizes included here are listed on the above image. But, I'm waiting on an order to go through so I can have even more goodies.
Some of these items are leftovers from Japan, but all are new and unopened and waiting for someone to love them!


I will update with another post detailing all of the prizes as soon as they are received.

The winner will be decided by random.org so even if I know you, you will receive no biases, haha!

Thank you all so much for following my blog. I hope at least one person will enter so I can feel like I accomplished something! Hahaha.


**next post: Christmas Haul, then a post in the "Things I Learned About Japan" series!

Nails, recent gets!

Today I called my host brother, and as we were hanging up the phone, he told me I had to update my blog! haha

玄ちゃんは厳しいね（笑）

How was everyone's Christmas?
Did you eat a lot?
What was the best present you received?

So, to start off my next few days of constant posts, here are my Christmas nails and recent purchases!


My friend Melissa did my nails again. This time, I took pictures of all of our holiday nails.

my nails. A red color with cold glitter with a Revlon silver glitter top coat.

Lynda's. A pale nude color with blue and silver glitter (to match our tree, and favorite football team. GO DALLAS!)

Melissa's. Bright red polish with one green glitter nail.

I loved my nails soooo much! I'm so sad they didn't last forever

^ See that sirotan icon? ohmygosh, love it sooooooooooooo much!!


I recently went shopping at Charlotte Russe. It is my favorite store. I went there for the purpose of getting my sister in law a gift card, and I ended up buying myself more stuff! haha.

I love the corset, and to think, it was only $10!!! I actually own a couple corsets from Charlotte. They're cheap and make so many kinds, I can't help but love them.

I also got a grey and a black camisole but those are rather insignificant, haha!


So, this is all for now, because my next post will be about my giveaway, followed by a christmas haul post, Things I Learned in Japan post, a christmas party post, and by the time those are finished, it'll be time for new years!


As always, thanks for following my blog and I hope you all enjoy my posts. If you ever have any suggestions, please let me know!!